October 4, 2014 

Last October 3rd, Gela and I planned that I should go to their house to finish our accounting project. I went to V’s house early in the morning and he decided that we should kill time at the elementary school near at their house. So yeah, he talked a lot of stuff about his elementary life and he showed me the classrooms where he spent his classes. At that very moment, how I wish we could travel to Borongan which is my hometown and show him all the places and tell him a lot of stories on how I spent my life there.  I’ve already told a lot of stories about me but still, it’s way better if we’re in Borongan so that he can see how beautiful my hometown is. We spent the whole morning there and when Angela told us that she’s already ready and she’s preparing lunch for us. We went to Balanga right away so that we could go to Orani and do all the shits we’ve needed to do for our accounting project. But first, we had our breakfast at Mcdo. Yay! I ordered coffee, apple pie and hash brown and he ordered pancakes and a regular coke. It was kinda embarrassing on how clumsy I was when I spilled my coffee. *cries and covers my face urgh* After eating our breakfast, we went to the terminal and rode in a bus to Orani. 

V and I were new specially me because I’m just a newbie here. We rode in a bus and we got lost on the place. Though we didn’t panic. I just laughed at him for shouting “Para!” when I told him that we’re already in Tamarind Ridge and when we left the bus, *facepalm* we were still far at Angela’s house so we walked and walked and waited for another bus. We were really like travelers. *laughs* 

Angela laughed at us on how stupid we were that we got lost but hell, sorry. She didn’t give us a map or even give a proper direction of the place. *laughs* We did our accounting project but we weren’t able to finish it. I thanked her, her boyfriend and her friend for waiting until we were already in the bus for Balanga. V and I decided to go home and have our movie marathon. He just wanted to spend the whole day with me. He also ate dinner with me and my mom. My mom and my boyfriend were busy talking to each other while I was there just listening to them talking and sharing smiles. 

By the way, the animated GIF above was when I was busy surfing the net and he was busy playing with my hair. And putting some bangs on it because of how pretty I am on bangs and I don’t even know if it’s a yay or nay. So I decided to take a lot of photos using my laptop’s webcam and voila, made a GIF. 

It was indeed a day well spent. 

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October 4, 2014

Last October 3rd, Gela and I planned that I should go to their house to finish our accounting project. I went to V’s house early in the morning and he decided that we should kill time at the elementary school near at their house. So yeah, he talked a lot of stuff about his elementary life and he showed me the classrooms where he spent his classes. At that very moment, how I wish we could travel to Borongan which is my hometown and show him all the places and tell him a lot of stories on how I spent my life there. I’ve already told a lot of stories about me but still, it’s way better if we’re in Borongan so that he can see how beautiful my hometown is. We spent the whole morning there and when Angela told us that she’s already ready and she’s preparing lunch for us. We went to Balanga right away so that we could go to Orani and do all the shits we’ve needed to do for our accounting project. But first, we had our breakfast at Mcdo. Yay! I ordered coffee, apple pie and hash brown and he ordered pancakes and a regular coke. It was kinda embarrassing on how clumsy I was when I spilled my coffee. *cries and covers my face urgh* After eating our breakfast, we went to the terminal and rode in a bus to Orani.

V and I were new specially me because I’m just a newbie here. We rode in a bus and we got lost on the place. Though we didn’t panic. I just laughed at him for shouting “Para!” when I told him that we’re already in Tamarind Ridge and when we left the bus, *facepalm* we were still far at Angela’s house so we walked and walked and waited for another bus. We were really like travelers. *laughs*

Angela laughed at us on how stupid we were that we got lost but hell, sorry. She didn’t give us a map or even give a proper direction of the place. *laughs* We did our accounting project but we weren’t able to finish it. I thanked her, her boyfriend and her friend for waiting until we were already in the bus for Balanga. V and I decided to go home and have our movie marathon. He just wanted to spend the whole day with me. He also ate dinner with me and my mom. My mom and my boyfriend were busy talking to each other while I was there just listening to them talking and sharing smiles.

By the way, the animated GIF above was when I was busy surfing the net and he was busy playing with my hair. And putting some bangs on it because of how pretty I am on bangs and I don’t even know if it’s a yay or nay. So I decided to take a lot of photos using my laptop’s webcam and voila, made a GIF.

It was indeed a day well spent.

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October 11, 2014
Last Friday, bae and I found difficulty on which parish church we’re going to do our community service. We were having second thoughts if we should go to Balanga or at Orion since V and I already had the plan to do our community service at Orion. After how many hours of decision making, we decided to choose Balanga. We also talked about the time which was eight in the morning.

So thinking about the distance from Limay to Balanga was really kinda hassle and I planned to really wake up early in the morning. Thinking of myself going to commute from Limay to Balanga is like travelling from Limay to Letran when I’m in a private car. Good thing, my mom woke me up at six and then, I prepared. I left at home at 7 in the morning, I guess.

V and I took a jeep when we went to Balanga. When we arrived at Balanga, I asked Erika through SMS if she’s already prepared. She replied that she fell asleep again. So V and I decided to eat our breakfast at Mcdo since we really did plan it because V needed to take his meds and also to kill time while waiting for Erika.
Since Erika wasn’t around yet, we decided to roam around at Rob. Then, while roaming around at Rob. We saw Erika. Yey!

But it doesn’t mean that we started our community service since Erika decided to roam around, too. After roaming around at Rob, we went to the church right away. We were looking for a priest, brother or someone who would tell us what to do for our community service but we were in shocked when we saw that beside the church was a cemetery. Since no one was available and we didn’t see anyone who would give us any tasks to do. We just went to Orion.

When we were already at Orion, good thing, Kuya Windel was there to assist us and give us tasks on what things we should do. He provided us with brooms and a dustpan. So we swept the entire church which really made my body to pour sweat. Despite the heat and sweat, I found it really overwhelming in the inside because I had the opportunity to experience this kind of tasks such as cleaning the house of the Lord. In this way, it could be considered as an offering of the blessings He had showered me on the past few days. It also could considered as a way of giving thanks on how amazing He is to me.

We’ve spent three hours cleaning the whole church and as well, the convent.

While we were inside the convent, we were in awe on the majestic look it has. It was like I was inside in a historical place which in fact, it is. They were even busy preserving the original look of the place. But they’ve also made it into a modern classic look. Kuya Windel took us a tour inside and told many stories about the place. We even saw a big tarpaulin of a picture which was taken in the 90s. Kinda creepy but knowing those faces on the tarpaulin were already dead except one shocked me. I even asked how old the only man who’s alive and he answered that he’s already 80 years old.

After taking us a tour around the convent and introducing us to the different furnitures around the convent, we swept the worship hall first until we’ve reached the bottom of the place.
It was indeed very tiring when I’ve cleaned the whole church plus the fact, we’ve also cleaned the whole convent.

Though the important thing I’ve learned in this very day is the history of the convent and the experiences I’ve experienced today. Through community service, I was able to experience and grab this kind of opportunities that only Letran offers (I guess!) to its Letranites in order for us to realize some realizations in life that in order to be successful (like getting the signature of the person in charge or the priest) we should encounter a lot of ups and downs (cleaning the whole church and convent). And we don’t need to boss around on the success we’ve achieved, it’s better to be silent and let people know that you’re already successful in a chosen field to show true humility.

After doing the community service, Kuya Windel told us to go back the next day since we need to complete another three hours of work for him to sign the required papers proving that we’ve done our community service. V and I changed clothes and we were wearing the same color of shirt. Yay! We didn’t even talk that we should wear the same thing. Erika who was with Nard, her boyfriend, and V who was with his everything parted ways and had our own dates. V and I fought fought and he saw me crying for three times on that very day because of little things. We had a very deep talk with each other and he hugged me so tight and he was afraid that maybe one day I would just leave him out of the blue. It made me smile on the inside and even though we had fought three times on that day, it just made me our relationship stronger than ever. The only thing we always bear in mind is to never give up on each other and I really hope we can do it ‘til the end.

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I know this type of quarrels of insecurity and girl issues are really way high school and I’m already sick of it that every year I would experience and see this kind of stuff. I just hate how shallow some girls may be. Well, to be honest, I’m also a shallow type of person at times but it doesn’t mean that I would always be like that because I’ve this need to grow up and be mature enough if I should give a damn on such immature things.

Before I enter college, I really didn’t want to make friends or have friends. Well, I can have friends but not literally, close friends that I would cling on because I’m an introvert and I just want to avoid conflicts and dramas because of how emotionally unstable we girls are. Right?

It started before our midterms. I can still remember that we were busy practicing for our aerobics. I’ve this friend, my first friend in school, we were so close. But at that time, I sensed something which wasn’t pretty good. So I approached her immediately and asked if there was something wrong. She pushed me away and told me that I shouldn’t worry anything because it was okay. Though the fact that she acted that way towards me changed me and made my heart broke into pieces because really, I don’t want an unhealthy relationship towards people. And then she walked away from me. I told my guy best friend who’s already my boyfriend now about what happened at that very day and he knew that I cried because holy shit, I don’t know how pathetic I was that I cried over that reason but to the fact that I did have a friendship with that girl which she acted very obviously that she had a problem towards me broke me into pieces.

Since I’ve already had the extinct that she had indeed had a problem towards me and I don’t even know about it because we girls tend to let people guess what’s the problem. But I do not like this kind of things towards girls. Well, I distance myself from her. And I hate how she sent me a message telling me that I was the first one who made a wall between us. The fact is she was the one who made a wall between us and I was just the one who added on how high our it is.

So to make the story short, I heard a lot of rumors about me that she told her “friends” about me that I am like this and that. But because of how numb I am, I would just say “I really do not care. Dealing with things like that which are really shallow aren’t worth it. It would just ruin my day.” Until to the point that she mentions my friends and she kept on telling people about my stupid attitude. Well, my attitude depends on how people treat me.

Yesterday, our Management teacher gave us an activity that we should tape a paper on our backs and let people write on it about our thoughts, feelings, and problems towards a person. So after writing all those stupid letters, mine was full of Wag kang epal., Wag kang plastik., Wag magmagaling. and all those negative stuff about me. My friends were shocked because they knew the real me and I just laughed at the paper because those writings were based on how they define me. It’s like they’ve already defined themselves. Ha! To the person who wrote "Wag magmagaling", well *deep sigh* I’m sorry about it. I just love sharing the things I’ve learned from the books I’ve read. I’m sorry that every time I share something scientific or whatever it is seems so mayabang to you. It’s just my nature that I love sharing all the things I’ve learned because I want you all to know about it than to be stupid people in this blue marble.

And to those people I’ve hurt on their papers, well, I don’t demand you all to forgive me since it was really bitchy of me to wrote those but you’re bitchier to be so mad at me to the extent that you keep on repeating these words "Potang ina tong si Tintin. Gago tong si Tintin.". Why won’t you ask my side why on earth I’ve wrote those things? Because I’ve tried to understand why on earth you guys wrote those kind of words on my paper. I am not a plastic because being a plastic is not my thing and not my nature. Maybe you just describe me as a plastic person because you treated me on a plastic way. Being plastic starts within yourself. How did I know that? I knew that because I was once a plastic.

So yeah, I don’t regret posting this since I’ve already spilled all the words I needed to say. My conscience is clean. I ain’t guilty. I’m just being honest with you guys. My real friends and my boyfriend knows how good I am. I didn’t make any rumors about you or whatever you assume that I’ve done towards you all.

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Date a girl who reads. Date a girl who spends her money on books instead of clothes, who has problems with closet space because she has too many books. Date a girl who has a list of books she wants to read, who has had a library card since she was twelve.

Find a girl who reads. You’ll know that she does because she will always have an unread book in her bag. She’s the one lovingly looking over the shelves in the bookstore, the one who quietly cries out when she has found the book she wants. You see that weird chick sniffing the pages of an old book in a secondhand book shop? That’s the reader. They can never resist smelling the pages, especially when they are yellow and worn.

She’s the girl reading while waiting in that coffee shop down the street. If you take a peek at her mug, the non-dairy creamer is floating on top because she’s kind of engrossed already. Lost in a world of the author’s making. Sit down. She might give you a glare, as most girls who read do not like to be interrupted. Ask her if she likes the book.

Buy her another cup of coffee.

Let her know what you really think of Murakami. See if she got through the first chapter of Fellowship. Understand that if she says she understood James Joyce’s Ulysses she’s just saying that to sound intelligent. Ask her if she loves Alice or if she would like to be Alice.

It’s easy to date a girl who reads. Give her books for her birthday, for Christmas, for anniversaries. Give her the gift of words, in poetry and in song. Give her Neruda, Pound, Sexton, Cummings. Let her know that you understand that words are love. Understand that she knows the difference between books and reality but by god, she’s going to try to make her life a little like her favorite book. It will never be your fault if she does.

She has to give it a shot somehow.

Lie to her. If she understands syntax, she will understand your need to lie. Behind words are other things: motivation, value, nuance, dialogue. It will not be the end of the world.

Fail her. Because a girl who reads knows that failure always leads up to the climax. Because girls who read understand that all things must come to end, but that you can always write a sequel. That you can begin again and again and still be the hero. That life is meant to have a villain or two.

Why be frightened of everything that you are not? Girls who read understand that people, like characters, develop. Except in the Twilight series.

If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2 AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She’ll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because for a while, they always are.

You will propose on a hot air balloon. Or during a rock concert. Or very casually next time she’s sick. Over Skype.

You will smile so hard you will wonder why your heart hasn’t burst and bled out all over your chest yet. You will write the story of your lives, have kids with strange names and even stranger tastes. She will introduce your children to the Cat in the Hat and Aslan, maybe in the same day. You will walk the winters of your old age together and she will recite Keats under her breath while you shake the snow off your boots.

Date a girl who reads because you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you’re better off alone. If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.

Or better yet, date a girl who writes.


Have you ever wondered why?
I love you this much?
For my feelings, you have
Forever in your grasp

Eternal is my heart
Your name, inscribed
Always you’ll be part
As I await, my bride

A promise, I had pledge upon
For we will always be one
This smile
Is for us to show, us to shine

Forever, love you’ll be
Hold my hand tight
I’ll always wait for you
My light

- V

I received this poem on September 28, 2:03 in the morning. It had a picture on it, a picture of him smiling while his eyes were closed. As I was deleting our entire conversation since I need to look for this poem (good thing, it was locked) the picture wasn’t there anymore. I checked my gallery immediately and yes, the picture wasn’t there. It saddened me that one of his cutest pictures which he sent just for me was gone. I don’t even know how it was gone since I didn’t delete his pictures on my phone. :(

I suppose that the month of September and October were full of surprises. It was when every time I enter the van, he’ll already be there and I would be so surprised knowing that he woke up early just to surprise me. And in exchange, I surprised him with poems. Well, the sad part is that I don’t have the copy of the poems for me to share it here. But I swore it made him happy. Seeing him smiling like an idiot while reading my poems were one of the best moment I had so far.

October 1, I planned to surprise him so I asked him to bring my markers on the very day. He thought I was just going to use it in our accounting class. I even asked him why on earth am I going to use a marker during accounting class. Haha. Unfortunately, he forgot to bring it. So I told him that the marker was supposed to be used for my little surprise for him. And really, he hugged me immediately and he was sad that he messed it up. While he was hugging me, I thought for another solution on how to solve my own little problem. I just hoped that there was pink cherry in the cafe because of that pink cherry, out love started.

It was shortened period at that day so every class was just one hour so during my break time, he had his own class which was Psych. I went immediately to the cafe. Good thing, my classmate and seatmate at the same time during Filipino class had a marker and I borrowed it. So when I went to the cafe, there was no pink cherry. Instead, I chose blue lemonade and before the student-in-charge put some blue lemonade on the disposable glass, I asked her to give it to me first because I planned to writing something on it. I wrote “Hinihigugma ta ika!” with a heart on it which means “I love you” in my hometown’s dialect. V knew the meaning of it and it’s really funny how he would tell it to me because every time he pronounces “ta ika!” it seems like I’m a poop. Hahaha!

I chose to surprise him during his psych class because of the teacher in that class was also his second mother. He even cried in front of her and told her all his problems. And the funny part was that, his Pysch teacher even approached and talked to me about him and about our relationship and I should take good care of V. Wow just wow!

V also mentioned that he really wanted when someone is outside the room and excused him from his class, he hoped that it would be me. So the last night of September, I thought of coffee and voila, I just thought what if I do this kind of surprise for him. Instead of coffee, it would just be pink cherry.

So when I was outside the room, I asked his teacher to excuse him and he was so surprised that someone excused him and the fact that it was me. So when he opened the door, I was like, “Surprise!!!”

After class, I spent the whole afternoon at their place. The pictures above were taken at 7/11. And by the way, we had a lot of photos together at that day. We also spent some time at my place. And it felt so good just to spend my day with my favorite guy.

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Last Tuesday, I was very surprised when I got inside my service because V was already right there sitting. I even laughed at myself because I can’t even imagine what I looked like at that time. I was pretty shock that he really woke up early just to surprise me. And now, I’m smiling here while making this post because remembering what happened last Tuesday really surprised me and I still can’t get over with it. Argh!

Good thing, I also had a surprise for him. I surprised him with two mentos. Strawberry and mint. Yay! Strawberry, our favorite. And along with those two mentos was a poem made by me. I sent him a lot of messages that I was busy because of school stuff and I was writing which was pretty long. He didn’t know that I was already making a poem for him.

So here it goes:

Your twinkling eyes
That I adore
That melts me inside
Every time you stare

Your small nose
That I wanna pinch
My nose to your nose
The cutest thing I’ve ever did

Your voice
That gives me weak knees
To hear your voice on repeat
Is all I ever want

Your touch
That gives me warmth
On my icy palms
That makes me warm inside

Your hand fits in mine
Like it’s made just for me
Please bear this in mind
It was meant to be

Your smile
The sexiest curve you ever had
The first thing I want to see
When I wake up

Your face
The most adorable creation that captured my eyes
The last thing I want to see
When I go to sleep

Your lips
I want to kiss it passionately
All day and all night long
Until our lips burn

You, only you
You’re worth the love
You’re worth holding onto
You, whom I love so much

He read it many times inside the car and I saw his genuine smile while reading the poem I made for him. Moments like this is so precious and sometimes, I just wish that I have a camera in my hand to capture the expression on his face. And see it for a million times how blessed I am that I made him smile. His smile that can make me survive throughout the day. Too cliche, I know, right? *laughs*

Last week, Bae took two photos of us in the library of V and I busy making my assignment in English. Well, not literally my assignment. It was a group assignment. He helped me on answering it. Thanks boyfii!

And last Wednesday, V and I went to the swing to swing, of course. It was in our bucket list that we will ride on the swing and yay, we indeed did it. Well, the funny part is that I was the bubbly and the hyper person while he was the lousy person because migraine alert. Nevertheless, it made me happy that even though he dislikes the thought of playing the swing. He did it. Yay! So yeah, I took a picture of him. Isn’t he the cutest? *laughs*

I also remembered that there was a day that we really had fun. I kept on telling him, “One meter apart” while laughing because he kept on chasing me and tickling my tummy at school. I even told him to behave and one meter apart and just looking at him and having eye contact with him and there’s no words to say but both of us are just laughing like there’s really a strong connection between the two of us.

And yesterday while going home, we sat at the back because it’s the only available seats in the service and while going home, every time we look at each other. We would just laugh silently. It would be so embarrassing if we would just laugh out loud and wreck the silence inside the car. He kept on making funny faces and I told him to behave but he kept on doing it and until we came at his house, we still kept on laughing which was really goddamn crazy. From school to his house, we kept on laughing silently. We even exchanged a lot of jokes which is always be one of the best moments we will have. Looking at him and listening to his laughter while I was there to crack the corniest jokes ever to him was hell of a fun. Last Wednesday, he cracked a joke to me. We were far from each other because we were at gymbahan

V: Anong mouse ang nagsasalita?
Me: Mickey Mouse.
V: Anong duck ang naglalakad?
Me: Lahat ng ducks naglalakad.

I already knew this joke and he just ran towards me and squished my face while saying, “Argh!!” *laughs*

And last Wednesday, we exchanged bags. So throughout the whole class, I was using V’s bag and he was using my bag. It’s kinda funny that even though how girly my bag was, he used it.

Yesterday, the only thing inside my bag were two sachets of cappuccino and we had coffee at school. My coffee buddy! ❤

They say, “Be with someone who gives you the same feeling of when you see your food coming at a restaurant” and maybe, I’m already with this ‘someone’.

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I’ve already mentioned this a lot of times that my friend, Gian was planning to surprise me this book. I really don’t know if he was really planning to surprise me but the thing that he was looking for me because he wanted me to read the book since he knew that I really wanted to read the book and not informing me that it was his plan to let me borrow the book surprised me. Uh, my sentence was kinda confusing, right? Or nah?

So okay, you don’t know guys how happy I am every time a book is now in my hands. Like I really want to read it right away and just spend the whole day reading it until I finish a book. Unfortunately, reading this book didn’t turn out to be good because of Midterm examination killed my booknerd life and my schedule was pretty hectic that I didn’t have the time to read the book. It was really kinda embarrassing too for Gian that it took me a long time to finish the book.

Synopsis

"Quentin Jacobsen has spent a lifetime loving the magnificently adventurous Margo Roth Spiegelman from afar. So when she cracks open a window and climbs back into his life–dressed like a ninja and summoning him for an ingenious campaign of revenge–he follows.

After their all-nighter ends and a new day breaks, Q arrives at school to discover that Margo, always an enigma, has now become a mystery. But Q soon learns that there are clues–and they’re for him. Urged down a disconnected path, the closer he gets, the less Q sees of the girl he thought he knew.” - Source

Okay so my book review would be like this: I can say that thanks to Paper Towns my love for poetry grew fonder because thinking critically and being on Q’s shoes was pretty challenging since he was so busy solving the clues that Margo left. In fact, I was even amazed if I can be like Margo with all the adventures and running away and just being yourself like valuing solitude and just doing the things you love but in reality, it’s a big NO! My mom would be so mad at me if I’ll do all the Margo stuff. But imagining myself if I was really the real Margo, I would realize that my life is pretty amazing despite being a bad ass kid. Because she was right, our lives is like a cycle. We will study hard, finish our studies, get a job, marry someone and have a family. It’s a never ending cycle and sometimes, I don’t want my life to be like this. It’s like I want to grab this year, my year, to go on adventures. Because being 17 or whatever age you are will only come once in your life and sometimes, I kinda regret of being a good girl because I’ve missed a lot of adventures in life. So yeah, I really can’t make a good book review about this because I’ve already read the book a long time ago. Nevertheless, it’s a book which is worth the time to read on.

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I’ve already planned this if I’ll be posting a post about my college life, uh well, I would also post of a picture of my college life, may it be with my friends or whatever it may be because I really just wanna cherish my four years of stay in college. *gulps* I hope it’s four years, who knows? Like “Hello guys! College life is pretty hard and I don’t even know if I can survive this. Can I just go back to high school and be living young, wild and free?” Yeah, “living young, wild and free” is kinda cliche. 

And I’ve also planned that I’ll be blogging like every Friday or every weekend to update this blog despite how busy bee I am but it turns out to be a fail but no worries, I’m already here typing this post. Yay! 

I’ve been into ups and downs right now but I’m super kaduper happy that I’m so good in accounting now. *gulps* Not really that good but last week surprised me because I was the only one who was actively participating and writing on the whiteboard to analyze the transactions given. I felt that maybe accountancy is really for me and I just hope that this will last forever because I don’t want to shift to any course because being an irregular student sucks big time. Right? 

And hoooray, even though how busy bees we are, we can still find time to read novels. So last week, I’ve finished “The Betrayal of Natalie Hargrove” by Lauren Kate. The ugly part of reading it is that I just really hate how my schedule and classes will disturb my booknerd life. I just want to finish a book for a day so that I can get the book hangover and not lose interest on it. Do you feel me or am I the only one in the world who feels this kind of sadness? Oh yeah, also last week, I’ve finished reading “Paper Towns” by John Green. Thanks to Gian for surprising me and letting me borrow this book. Why surprise? Because literally, it surprised me knowing that Gian was looking for me because he knew that I want to read Paper Towns. Yay! 

I’m blessed enough knowing that I have three girlfriends with me to support me and love me no matter how shitty life is. Thank you bae for trusting me all your deepest secrets and simply being my bae. Even though a lot of people thought that we are bisexual and we don’t care because loving you is simply enough. Thanks Gela for being my lunch buddy, team mate *laughs*, my partner in crime and being simply the Gela I’ve known even though how I hate you for always blabbering that you’re going to shift and transfer to another school because of how hard our course is. And thanks to the most quiet bae I have, Maye, thanks for being my buddy every time I wait for my service, my CR buddy even though we hate how lakwatsera you are. *laughs* I love you all to bits guys!

I’ve already planned this if I’ll be posting a post about my college life, uh well, I would also post of a picture of my college life, may it be with my friends or whatever it may be because I really just wanna cherish my four years of stay in college. *gulps* I hope it’s four years, who knows? Like “Hello guys! College life is pretty hard and I don’t even know if I can survive this. Can I just go back to high school and be living young, wild and free?” Yeah, “living young, wild and free” is kinda cliche.

And I’ve also planned that I’ll be blogging like every Friday or every weekend to update this blog despite how busy bee I am but it turns out to be a fail but no worries, I’m already here typing this post. Yay!

I’ve been into ups and downs right now but I’m super kaduper happy that I’m so good in accounting now. *gulps* Not really that good but last week surprised me because I was the only one who was actively participating and writing on the whiteboard to analyze the transactions given. I felt that maybe accountancy is really for me and I just hope that this will last forever because I don’t want to shift to any course because being an irregular student sucks big time. Right?

And hoooray, even though how busy bees we are, we can still find time to read novels. So last week, I’ve finished “The Betrayal of Natalie Hargrove” by Lauren Kate. The ugly part of reading it is that I just really hate how my schedule and classes will disturb my booknerd life. I just want to finish a book for a day so that I can get the book hangover and not lose interest on it. Do you feel me or am I the only one in the world who feels this kind of sadness? Oh yeah, also last week, I’ve finished reading “Paper Towns” by John Green. Thanks to Gian for surprising me and letting me borrow this book. Why surprise? Because literally, it surprised me knowing that Gian was looking for me because he knew that I want to read Paper Towns. Yay!

I’m blessed enough knowing that I have three girlfriends with me to support me and love me no matter how shitty life is. Thank you bae for trusting me all your deepest secrets and simply being my bae. Even though a lot of people thought that we are bisexual and we don’t care because loving you is simply enough. Thanks Gela for being my lunch buddy, team mate *laughs*, my partner in crime and being simply the Gela I’ve known even though how I hate you for always blabbering that you’re going to shift and transfer to another school because of how hard our course is. And thanks to the most quiet bae I have, Maye, thanks for being my buddy every time I wait for my service, my CR buddy even though we hate how lakwatsera you are. *laughs* I love you all to bits guys!


Last Saturday, my mom told me that V can visit here at home every Saturday. You don’t know how excited V was when this very day is fast approaching. Even though how hectic and tedious our schedules are specially that we have our different chosen fields of courses, we can still find time to talk and hang out at school for a short period of time. Sometimes, we even use our time studying together and no wonder, that I’m already good in our accounting class and V is already good in Math. In fact, his score yesterday was higher than mine. I was like, “Wow. Good job. You’re better than me in Math if you weren’t just a lazy ass.” *laughs*

I downloaded a lot of movies last night so that we can watch it today and yeah, we’ve watched some of them like “God’s Not Dead”, some parts of “Despicable Me”, “Despicable Me 2” and “The Fault In Our Stars”. We just watched some of the parts of the three movies I’ve mentioned specially TFIOS because I want him to read the book first. It’s better to read the book first than watching the movie, right?

We finished watching “God’s Not Dead” since it’s a movie that talks about the existence of our awesome God, it’s worth the first watch and I know that his professor in Theology would let the whole class watch the movie. The same way my professor let us watched the movie though we weren’t finish watching the movie yet. Maybe in Monday, we can already finish it. So there was a part of the movie that you’re going to text all your contacts “God’s Not Dead”. So V did it this evening and I did it last night, it’s kinda saddening and maddening at the same time how our contacts would react that we’re madly crazy for sending that three-word message. What’s wrong with you people? Are you anti-God people? They thought that the message we’ve sent was sort of a joke when in fact, it’s not. We just want to simply share that God’s really not dead. If you haven’t watch the movie, well, I recommend you to download it or ask a copy of a movie from a friend because if you won’t do it, it’s like you’re missing a good part of your life. Cross the word “good” because I prefer the most amazing part of your life. It’s just that every line in the movie moves you and strengthens your faith in God.

Mom cooked dinner and obviously, V ate with us. This is the first time that he ate dinner with me and my mom. It’s kinda nervous and happy at the same time since my favorite guy whom I love is eating with me and my mom whom I love too. Mom talked to V and give us pieces of advice and mom even asked V how long our relationship already is and V answered that we weren’t a month old yet which surprised mom. I wanna laugh out loud to show mom that I’m not lying to her when I told her that V courted me since day one and we were just in a relationship on this month, this month. Ha!

I also downloaded four e-books on his phone because he also wants to read the books I’m into. I downloaded “Anna And The French Kiss”, “Lola And The Boy Next Door”, “Isla And The Happily Ever After” by Stephanie Perkins and “Attachments” by Rainbow Rowell. He really wants to read Rainbow’s book from the very start he saw my library here in my phone since here at home, I have a good internet connection, I downloaded the book for him. Yay!

Every day with V is my favorite day so today is another favorite day!


Your smile
Widely in perfection
Seen for a while
Beauty in appreciation

Angel, you are
A disguise?
Wounded, yet why shine?
Like a nigh sunrise

I heard, quite deaf
Loud, never let go
Over and over
Vague feelings of I, you saw

Enchanted aura
You guided way
On wonderful days
United as we are!

- V

Last night, I got upset when V didn’t reply any of my messages through text and Viber. I thought he fell asleep but he was too busy studying on his subjects. So I just slept last night right away and this morning, I received 22 messages from him. The last message I received from him was 2:09 in the morning and I assume that he really waited for me to reply on his texts since he told me that he’ll be waiting for my reply. It’s kinda funny that he already knew that I was asleep and he still expected that I’ll reply on his messages. Since he thought I was so mad at him for not replying on my messages on text and Viber, he used his time in making a poem for me instead of using it for sleeping. So this morning, we had our lunch together for the first time and he surprised me with the poem above. And as you can notice, he also thought of a way to say ‘I love you’ through the poem. Did you notice the initials? And now, I let him sleep early because I’m already sick worried of him for not getting any sleep.

I’m so blessed today for receiving good comments on my Instagram posts, V surprised me with a poem, mom surprised me with this month’s Reader’s Digest and watched God’s Not Dead. By the way, I’ve also downloaded “The Fault In Our Stars” today and I’ll watch it tomorrow with V since he’ll be here tomorrow.

Oh, before I forgot, I wanna thank V. Without his phone, maybe I wouldn’t have these photos above. *smiles*